alright wanker

losing youre best friend is the worst feeling in the world.

having them drift from you gradually is even worse

i can even imagine what ive done wrong to deserve this, but it is not what i want

yeah, i fucked up?

but so does everyone, and you yourself should know that.

i dont know what else i can do to make it any better but ill try

i hate this feeling, but in a way i know im right

that its not all my fault and that you must of had some part in it too.

yes, im not perfect, but neither are you and we’ve discussed that

all i want to do is move past it and get on with out lives

but you cant?

for some reason that seems a little far fetched to me, you cant forgive me?

i just wish i could get into your head and understand what your feeling, understand why im getting this treatment from you, and why is been happening for so long

but i cant, and i cant talk to you about it either.

i dont want to apologise, as i dont feel like it should be me this time

you attacked me, why should i appologise for that?

but yeah, im sorry for the past, thats all i can say.

and i hope we can move past it.

i love you, i hope you know that.